Post by EMPATHY on Aug 15, 2009 15:43:55 GMT 1
Control
WHAT MESSAGE TO GIVE MICHAELS FANS?
Controlled persons are always nervous because deep down turmoil is still hidden. If you are uncontrolled, flowing, alive, then you are not nervous. There is no question of being nervous - whatsoever happens, happens. You have no expectations for the future, you are not performing. Then why should you be nervous?
To control that mind, one has to remain so cold and frozen that no life energy is allowed to move into your limbs, into your body. If energy is allowed to move, those repressions will surface. That's why people have learned how to be cold, how to touch others and yet not touch them, how to see people and yet not see them. People live with clichés - "Hallo. How are you?" Nobody means anything. These are just to avoid the real encounter of two persons. People don't look into each other's eyes, they don't hold hands, they don't try to feel each other's energy, they don't allow each other to pour - very afraid, somehow just managing, cold and dead, in a straitjacket.
There is a time and a place for control, but if we put it in charge of our lives we end up totally rigid. The figure is encased in the angles of pyramid shapes that surround him. Light glitters and glints off his shiny surfaces, but does not penetrate. It's as if he is almost mummified inside this structure he's built up around himself. His fists are clenched and his stare is blank, almost blind. The lower part of his body beneath the table is a knife point, a cutting edge that divides and separates. His world is ordered and perfect, but it is not alive - he cannot allow any spontaneity or vulnerability to enter it.
The image of the King of Clouds reminds us to take a deep breath, loosen our neckties and take it easy. If mistakes happen, it's okay. If things get a little out of hand, it's probably just what the doctor ordered. There is much, much more to life than being "on top of things."
Empathy interprets.[/b]
The question I asked to receive this tarot above through meditation is what to tell Michaels fans.
The card must not be read into incorrectly - the overall message is about control. Control is not possible for some people - they lose self control. They lose their common sense in their idolatory of someone. In this card Michael shows you he is a human being - fanship is everything to him but he could not be one to one with everyone - when there are many fans it makes you feel entombed in your own life so that you cant live your life at all - nowhere to go without being mobbed or swamped.
Michael shows that his life was not like living sometimes, yet it seems there is a great appreciation for people in this reading.
He tells you that his world is ordered and perfect - this reflects his happiness towards his fans - but the card does talk about vulnerabilities and fanship can get out of control.
This card should not be read into for any other question. The meaning is just for the question I have asked. I can see how impossible life might have been for Michael and it is a way of showing others that it is important to recognise someones vulnerability but that it was not possible for him to be a person who could be accessible to everyone - he recognises peoples inner desires in this card - at the same time how it makes him feel when it is too much.
Perhaps it also tells people how difficult it is to live under that kind of extreme.
All readings from Zen will be quite cryptic but I will be writing normal Raider Waite tarot too. Hopefully there are those who can understand how Michael felt about fans. The vulnerability is very much on the surface. Celebrities cannot perform all the time - nor could he. Performing relates to public appearances - keeping up those appearances and how difficult it is to be what people wanted him to be.
Those who understand deeply will truly understand the Zen tarot for the question I posed.
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