Post by EMPATHY on Aug 16, 2009 5:41:25 GMT 1
Looking very briefly at Jermaine I simply asked tarot what I should know. It seems to me that Jermaine really has had a tough path. He thinks very nostalgically about the family and all the times they had together make no mistake about that. But not all the memories are good some are very bad. He misses someone very badly from the past. This card even suggests Jermaine escapes realities by living in the past also. I think there is a very bitter sweet situation here.
It seems that he can block things from entering his life in his mind if he chose to do so. But overall the impression I have is that he is stuck somewhere in that past and can even find it difficult sometimes to live in the present.
The past offers Neverland of course and we do know that Jermaine has had a true desire for Michael to be at Neverland. The press reports do seem to have conflicting stories as we know particularly about what is to happen regarding Michael. Jermaine I feel himself would like to live at Neverland it is somewhere that really touched HIS heart and it is extremely strong in this card. I feel Michael very strongly in this card too because it is about someone who refused to grow old, also someone who is connected to in some way plastic surgery and youth. Poor Michael, he was accused of having so much plastic surgery but he did tell us it was very little.
But strange how Michael comes through very strongly when asking about Jermaine, it seems these two are very linked together in almost some kind of fated way.
This card tells us that Jermaine tries in his mind but knows that it is very difficult to rekindle the past. Its a card showing me children and many memories of them. I am definately seeing Neverland with Jermaine. I seem to think a lot of trust has gone down the plughole with Jermaine. Im not sure whether thats against Jermaine or just something he feels himself. I do sense a lot of very deep emotion in this card. It feels quite sad.
This card is perfect for PETER PAN. Its a peter pan card.
Michael is really interfering with this question on Jermaine I think I wonder why that is?
With all this going on inside of Jermaine and with all the turmoil he doesnt even seem to be living in the present - theres something really that makes me think that he is focusing on some future aspects as a kind of goal. Im not sure what that goal is at present. One could say its just the goal regarding Neverland and his deepest wishes for Michael. Somehow I feel it could be more than that.
Jermaine needs to sit in the present not the future nor reminise too much about the past. The past is gone and Jermaine knows that really. He knows also that it is full of good and bad memories that he has to tussel with everytime he goes back there in his head but its so hard to let go of some things. I think he has been admirable in sticking up for the family - anyone would do that, but his religious values will never erase bad times that have stuck with him all his life.
There are some things that Jermaine runs away from. He does his best not to acknowledge certain things from the past but by not doing this he cannot face his fears or concerns.
I feel there is 'something' coming regarding inheritance perhaps it will fall in quite quickly. I am feeling that there may still be a future with Neverland because the past is leaking into the future as some possible gain.
Tarot is never 100 per cent accurate but gives us some kind of guidance of influences. Jermaine is obviously aware of something and I feel it pains him but he is forging ahead with this.
I do see some kind of sneaky motives going on but that just comes out of this card and not everything is attributed to Jermaine it could be someone around him, either way, it appears to me that there are still family rifts and problems here. There may be a lot of feeling in Jermaine that has to be conquered at the current time - I feel that Jermaine has felt abandoned at some stage of his life he has had a rocky time - he may face a few disappointments in the future but we will have to see how it goes for him. Again this is not a nice card when it comes to childhood so Im not going to go into that. I do feel a depth of unhappiness in this card. The past looks like it held things he would,nt want to remember - and the future and his hopes are tainted. He wants things to happen quickly and they might, but perhaps not quite what he had hoped.
We must understand how difficult life can be for all of the Jackson family. They were in a quite different world from our own. I do think there was severe punnishments and even for Jermaine when he was younger and the effect of that really does linger.
I will look again at Jermaine another time. Lets try to wish him well. Michaels old home is causing him a sense of concern .