Post by EMPATHY on Oct 29, 2009 3:15:26 GMT 1
I did wonder what Michael would have thought of the film. I know some of you would wonder about that too. I am not 100 per cent claiming pure accuracy with the tarot but I give what I am given and you know that tarot covers the past the present and the future.
When I ask this question - this card comes to me, the Sun reversed. I shall discuss this card but bear in mind sometimes it talks of other things around the question and I have no control on that.
So here is the sun - the sun is in Gemini - twins and duality we have the month of February and cancelled plans or clouded future in this card.
Theres a definately feeling of uncertainty in this card - its as if one might not be sure what to think perhaps even what others would think but this card gives us nostalgic memories and with it a peace without vigilance.
When you think of peace without vigilance - it seems to suggest someone who can have peace and not be stared at anymore.
Therefore this project allows Michael to put himself out there without having to be present.
His film bears this message -
"Ignorance is winning, as are the dim and short-sighted forces of cynical adulthood. No one is listening to youthful protests, or thinking of the children, of future generations. Energy fades, the light fades, music and wisdom fade. Something must be done before all the flowers have wilted away."
He wonders perhaps if the film is going to hit the spot. It is all about celebrities on the red carpet is,nt it? Whos going and what they are wearing, but clearly MJs message is about something entirely different. He wonders if people are getting that message instead of the short sightedness of just 'seeing him on film' so there is a loneliness in this card.
The Sun reversed can also mean 'disccordant' music so Im wondering just how satisfied he was about the music content whether there was more he wanted to do here because there is a definate feeling of 'missing' somewhere.
It also shows us that he is almost 'burning from all the glory' I get the feeling that perhaps he felt that there would be some who would not want that glory for him either.
He seemed to want to be in shadow, being 'out there' would have been over exposure, too much attention - funny but it would have been like shooting himself in the foot, he did,nt want attention he did,nt want glory in the way he would have had to 'face it' - so perhaps this worked out best for him. Glory but in the shadows. Perhaps being 'out there' would have done him more harm then good. He was having problems with his skin at the time I understand. Generally the sun can represent sunburn which affects the skin, the sun is not full on this card but I see his skin suffering.
There must have been a double in the movie, because this card also says moving out of the spotlight to let lesser individuals shine so I get the feeling that MJ was not the sole MJ in the movie at all.
The accent on this card is about children - sometimes families and sometimes partners - so we have to be careful of interpretations.
The film seems to put a blockage between him and another - perhaps the children? or perhaps someone who was the other MJ in the movie -
I was asking how he felt - and there is a degree of pessimism in this card and even a little depression. I will have to consider this for a minute.
I keep seeing 'getting burnt' with this card and I did wonder if you remember about 'fire' or something of that nature - perhaps there were fire elements that MJ wanted but because of his bad experience with pyrotechnics these could not be in place as he wished because of his possible concern about them? I have to hazzard that as a notion because its kind of what I feel.
I think perhaps Michael could 'see what was coming ahead' and certain hiccups etc perhaps they are still to come even? but he may have said some things that were not believed or taken on board about the rehearsals. Im not quite clear.
I keep feeling like he 'settled' for the outcome and this film IS the outcome - maybe he could have had so much more with the concerts and his plans but those plans were definately clouded - I dont see him in the spotlight in his mind with this card, I see him in the shadows.
I also see an enforced removal from everyday life here - I dont think Michael could handle the actual LIGHTS for very long.
I see Michael in an underground area - Michael cant take the sun.
I dont think he is disappointed with the film - I think he is nostalgic this is what I get from this card - I feel that he cannot be in the light, sorry to repeat that.
This film is not yet been seen by Katherine or Latoya AND that sun reversed seems to acknowledge that some of the family have not seen it. When we ask what Michael thought of the film perhaps he is a little down that some family members have not yet acknowledged it - the film should bring them closer I feel that is part of what he is giving to me. Perhaps I am just wrong but its what I feel.
I also feel that there are many things that would have kept him away from his family and in fact perhaps he had not allowed for some things that had to be put in place which still brought a seperation in place.
He is not happy about the 'lights' - I dont know what this is about but theres something here about 'flashy' lights. This card is RESH which means head and its reversed - I also have a one year sign on this card. Im not sure whether that means that all the thinking and preparation went on for a year I dont know if I was truthful, but I do know that Michael was very very careful with lights and his head because of the pepsi advert.
At the same time there were things that were left out that he would have liked perhaps thats the reason why? again cant be sure.
Hes very realistic in this card and tells me about a lack of confidence. He was disappointed about the cancellations - I guess this must mean 'concerts' - but there was some disagreement about work or home he said. ( I will say 'he said' because of the question I have asked) - I dont know but I seem to have the loss of a valuble object in this card - again cant place what this means but he seemed to want to be pretty realistic about something and felt that he had to be honest with himself.
When the sun tarot card is reversed Iit is usually “happiness tinged with sadness”. We have not always been happy and then we find contentment within our lives, yet we understand what it is to be miserable and wanting. We do not dwell on this, but in many ways we appreciate our current happiness that much more because life has not always treated us so kindly. This often makes us work harder to maintain our present situation, and s with the sun card reversed to be genuinely more forgiving, understanding and compassionate than those who go around in some “state of bliss” believing that it is naturally God given to everyone.
I think that is a good description for Michaels feelings. He does not EXPECT a lot at all he never did. The vitality is reduced or limited in some way. It may be that he feels lowered pep or enthusiasm because he had a desire for greatness that is frustrated perhaps wants success for the film but there is something that has held him back.
Makes you wonder whether there was something standing in the way at the time. I dont think its a discontent card but it makes me feel he was unable to share in it - or come out of the shadows. There was a double in that film its not all MJ.
I SHALL WRITE A PART TWO TO THIS TAROT BELOW.
