30 NOVEMBER GRACE RWARAMBA

[EMPATHY]

There are always many questions as you can appreciate and its hard to take them all and ask them. I prefer to generalise this and I do that out of respect also. You will know that I do avoid certain questions and there are reasons for that.

I will write this without prejudice for Grace because the card I have is not exactly too complimentary.

Looking at this picture I simply wished to ask what the future held but I know tarot will just sometimes give me what it wants.

Regardless of the time factor I receive the Empress reversed.




Whether this card is about the future as asked or in general I just have to leave it open to see.

But this card is the Empress reversed and this shows a very matriachal personality who is very stifling in their actions. It can show jealousy and it can also show a smothering attitude.

This card reversed shows the mother or a person who acts as a mother and is in a sterile position. It can show a great deal of indecision, paranoia and indeed on top of that can actually point to a sterility . This card appears to reflect selfishness, poverty and disruption of the home or family.

Grace is a beautiful woman with wonderful eyes and I wonder what is in her heart? looking at this card can tell me that she may not have children of her own if I did,nt know anything about her but it could also point to the fact that she might not have the children in the future either. The problem on this card is actually very strong.

It sits between the high priestess and the emperor which rather does make me feel that there are certain amount of secrets here that are not told - it would be fair anyway to suggest that Grace would be privy to things that she is not going to say. The Emperor is the card in front. This suggests giving out rules and regulations and 'ruling' - so perhaps had she considered her position as ruling in a motherly position in the future, she may find herself disappointed as there might be a change to come regarding that.

Indeed we know that may have happened to her before when we know she was 'sacked' from her position and cards can be past present and future but this may also be in the future as well so therefore Grace would possibly have a certain amount of indecision with her position with the children?

There is wisdom and folly in this card - Im not quite sure how things will pan out for Grace but the overprotectiveness is in full swing. There is a materialistic connection here with Grace and a kind of extravagance being suggested on her.

This card seems to indicate that there are psychological problems which may cause instability in Graces future and it also indicates the unknown and doubts regarding the future. So it seems to me that all will not be plain sailing for Grace. There is an infidelity factor in this card also which I cannot account for at the current time.

The card shows that she will be having difficulties concerning others and confusion about the direction her relationship is going - perhaps with the mother aspect considering that this card represents that more than other things and may also be finding it difficult to work cooperatively with others.

It seems that the lack of harmony in Graces future is actually to do with herself more than anything and she will have to call on a lot of introspection in order to straighten feelings out with people.

She may become over smothering and this will and can create problems for her.

This reversed Empress can suggest a very materialistic woman, who could be classed as someone who wants something in return for what she may do or something she has done.

There is blocked energy here as a 'mother' and for that reason I do wonder how long Grace will be around the children? Someone might 'wean' her off them slowly and that could be the reason for the unhappiness and concern about her direction for the future.

I feel that there is a big problem around Grace.

Some say this card is a forbidden love and some even go so far as to suggest an incest of some kind - but we dont need to go that far - whatever is troubliing Grace she needs to reach her own decisions but Im just not sure she is going to be staying within the Jacksons household longterm. It seems she is going to be blocked from this and gradually the children will be 'weaned' from her. Overall she's emotional and social. So reversed, I see her emotions being denied, her being rejected socially - her desire to love and please and nurture not being allowed for whatever reason.

I dont think Grace is going to be in the picture in the future but Im not sure how that will occur at the current time.

Grace is going to be unproductive as time goes on because she is not going to be allowed to take the Emperor rule. I think it could be something she has realised but I leave this tarot here for the moment and will come back to this with another question.

Grace needs healing.

[EMPATHY]

I wanted to reflect on this picture and draw a card for this.

I am not sure whether to put the question I asked or not but decide to do so. The question I asked was what is Michaels relationship or feelings towards Grace?

I received this card.



Without prejudice in my findings as I write only to help fans and people who love Michael, this card seems to show me that there seems to have been some struggle in this relationship so much so that one has had to withdraw from it.

It is almost like one needed a form of retreat to collect ones thoughts and find some peace and calm to consider the situation or to reaffirm convictions or thoughts that a person may have had.

Was this person Michael? Well -

I dont know if this card comes up at any particular time pocket so all I can say is that this has occurred is occurring or will occur.

I rather think it could be something of the past then the future myself. But, looking at this card - we see some kind of feeling of abandonment for the relationship and a definate feeling of retreat from it and also a sense of stress that might have been attached particularly over a period of four months which might have already occurred.

Things appeared to hang 'in the balance' between these too because a lot of thought and introspection was needed on one side perhaps.

As the previous card is a three - it could suggest a three way relationship where one party just had to go - maybe that was to do with the children Michael and grace as it does not particularly indicate which type of relationship only that the third party was creating problems emotionally.

So going back to this four - this card shows someone who needed a break from stress but it can also indicate doctors, dentists and surgeons and respiratory problems.

Sometimes this card shows us that we need to protect ourselves against sickness and illness and to prevent ourselves from having to take medication. This card shows us that we can get well again but only if we can detoxify ourselves from the things that are causing us illness and stress.

This card, contrary to what might be its initial indication, is not a card of death. Rather, it is a card of solitude and the need to experience time apart from others to gather one's thoughts and feelings. Following upon the painful image of the Three of Swords, the Four of Swords indicates our need to spend time alone to reevaluate our lives and situations. Solitude, although often difficult to bear, is necessary for us to be able to "recharge our batteries" and rejuvenate our spirits. Despite the fact that we often desire to get out into the world and interact with others to get our minds off our troubles, sometimes it is more beneficial to us to find a place apart and spend a little time by ourselves.

I think therefore as this card is upright and not reversed it suggests a seperation because I feel that Michaels feelings were that he needed more time on his own.

I may be wrong but I go with what I see.

[EMPATHY]

I did wonder if I was,nt seeing things properly and wondered perhaps if Michael really did love Grace. But I received the nine of cups reversed.




This is a card about a family (or friendship) falling apart; siblings, parents, friends and children are at best indifferent, at worse, they hate each other and want to cause each other misery and pain. There is vindictivenss and cruelty. Likely abuses, divorces, child custody cases, and indulgences (alcholism) and/or psychological problems.

This might also signal a family coming apart--once close, having family gatherings, but now disintegrating with each new generation until it's not really a family at all.

Perhaps it just was,nt his wish as time went on to be with Grace? I do also see some kind of unhappiness of eviction from the home here - so perhaps he did not wish it to come to that but maybe circumstances dictated this.